louise may

I’ll go first: the day after my dad died I was in a co-op and a random lady, who was eating cheesy Doritos, asked me where the cash machine was in store (in a thick West Country accent). I reluctantly helped her because she thought I worked there. I then told her she had Doritos all over her fingers and that it smelt gross. So she told ME to put HER pin in. She then said “what does it say, have I been paid?” I said fck knows. She said “oh just get a tenner out then”. I withdrew the money for her and as a thank you she gave me a Dorito and said “now get back to work” I said I literally don’t work here and she laughed “happy new year” as she walked off. I hadn’t spoke to anyone since I found out the night before. My friends found me outside eating a Dorito. I don’t eat dairy. They were so confused. As was I. It was like a scene out of After Life. I still think about that woman. #deaddadclub

I unfortunately did receive that call #deaddadclub #sailorsong #gigiperez

send thoughts, prayers, advice, tips, and WHAT CAR SHALL I GET ASK YOUR DAD 🚗 #drivinglessons #learningtodrive #learnerdriver

respect to my dad for saying hello tbf #deaddadclub #grieftok

to be clear, my mum wasn’t even 61. She was born in 1961. I didn’t understand maths. #coda #deafcommunity #deafculture

my favourite day of the month is back🌾👒💐 #independents #fleamarket #frome

panicking now

mine is Cheaper by the Dozen. the DVD was covered in scratches I had to lick it clean to get it work. when the credits came on in the middle of the night I would wake up and press play again. And I fancied Sarah. Oh maybe I wanted to be her idk. #scrollbreak #memories

Replying to @Charlotte okay this was my attempt at taking up space lol #GymTok #curvybodies #workoutsforwomen

the ultimate sunday reset can I get a pat on the back because my back is in BITS this week #cleaningmotivation #CleanTok #asmrcleaning #resetroutine

so glad I got this done. best believe I slept incredibly well. (TikTok hasn’t let me upload anything for 3 days but I’m back) #springreset #asmrcleaning #CleanTok #timestamps #sundayreset

sorry this is so first world problems but I’m stressed and uninspired

Replying to @C A S E Y 🫧 Oh and it was POURING down with rain! Lol and he drove a Nissan, it was really nice to drive I thought #drivinglessons #learningtodrive

@divyangi 🧃 I got you g #pilates #curvybodies #curvygirl #workoutmotivation

odds on me getting out my dead dad’s CD player

Replying to @Jess oh and it was school drop off time. Kids walking in the road left right and centre. It was hell. It was horror. I can’t drive. #griefjourney

all rise anxious attachments

I am infact, so dramatic. this is deep exposure therapy for me. #fitnessera #GymTok #curvytiktok

I just don’t think I look gay lol but who cares I’m EXHAUSTED #wlw

Replying to @beansss2301 I have no business putting so much pressure on myself #drivinglessons #learnerdriver #MakeupRoutine #chattygrwm