🌈 Amos, I love you always and forever my special special boy, my soul dog💔❤️ 19.09.2013 - 15.02.2025 Run free beautiful Amos, I think someone may need to do a pillow delivery to rainbow bridge as Amos has stolen them all ❤️ I knew one day I would have to write the most heartbreaking post of my life. No matter how much you know its coming, absolutely nothing can prepare you. I miss him so damn much. Our life was thrown upside down on Thursday when we took Amos to our most amazing local vet. Amos had had a weird cough that we had been keeping a close eye on but it wasn’t going away so we took him to the vet for a check and did a chest X-ray. Unfortunately the X-ray showed that something was wrong so our vet got on the phone and got us into a specialist the next day for a CT scan and further testing. It confirmed the worst possible news that my boy had metastatic lung cancer and basically his whole right lung was cancer. The most devastating part about it, which made treatment totally out of the question, was that he was internally bleeding around his lungs and it looked like this had worsened between the X-ray and the CT. At this point, we were informed that Amos’s time was limited and that things could get worse very quick for him and end up catastrophic and very stressful for Amos and all of us. At this point, Amos was still wagging his tail, and full of love. So we spent Friday night together and his family came round to see him and to say goodbye and tell him that he was the most amazing boy in the entire world and that they would miss him so very much, because he really was family. Continued in comments… That night, Amos slept right in between my husband and I and I won’t lie, it was a very stressful night sleep. You could see the poor guy struggling to breathe and he was breathing so fast. Amos has given us so much he did not deserve to suffer. We knew what we had to do. So we made the hardest decision of our life. We woke up Saturday morning and after stealing his pillow, we took him to his favourite place the creek and he enjoyed some time in the water. He had an amazing breakfast, gave him lots of butter, a sit in his garden and we took him to the vet where he enjoyed his final sniffers and wee’s. We held him, gave him treats and told him he we loved him, that he was the absolute best thing to happen to us and that he is our soul dog. The last thing he saw was my face. To summarise Amos’s life and the impact he had on me in a single post is impossible. I am grieving the loss of the most wonderful magic special boy and the pain is unlike anything I have ever experienced. I know it will get better in time and I would like to continue to share Amos to help me and I would like to bring you along that journey as I know Amos was loved by so many and I know you will be saddened to hear this too. You were my once-in-a-lifetime dog, my heart, my home. You may be gone from my sight, but never from my soul Amos ❤️ I love you my little boy